Summer at Blue Sands Cove by C.P. Ward
Tired
of the city, Grace Clelland returns to Blue Sands, the quiet Cornish
seaside village where she grew up. There she will meet old flames and
old friends, rekindle old loves and ignite new ones in a novel that
will have you dreaming of the soft crash of the waves on the shore,
the feel of sand between your toes, overloaded ice-creams and smoky
beach barbeques.
Summer
at Blue Sands Cove – Grace gets Dumped
One
of the catalysts for Grace moving back home is when her sports
fanatic boyfriend dumps her.
It
didn’t bode well that Gavin suggested a neutral location for their
evening meeting, a park which happened to be a couple of miles closer
to his place than to hers. She got off the bus, walked up the street
and through the park gate, only to be confronted with Gavin standing
by a fountain in his running gear, already warming up.
‘Hi,’
Grace said, approaching him. ‘Should I have come prepared? I
dressed for something a little more casual.’
Gavin
shook his head. ‘You look fine.’
Fine.
Just fine.
It was what her mother would have said before a job interview.
He
was all thick shoulders, lyrca running trousers, and an expensive
Mont Bell running jacket, his breath puffing out in little gasps as
he pumped his legs up and down.
‘Did
you want me to hold your stopwatch or something?’ Grace asked, the
sinking feeling that had left her unable to eat anything after lunch
making way for something just a little more hopeful, that her
sports-mad new boyfriend wanted something other than what she had
been suspecting all day. Perhaps he was planning to run around the
world or something. Only five people had supposedly done it, and
while it might mean they were apart for most of the next two years,
at least it was something she could—in a superficial way, at
least—support.
‘I
wanted to talk. About us.’
Nope.
It was heading in the same direction that her other relationships had
gone.
‘Look,
just get it over with. I like you, Gavin, but it’s only been a
couple of months. I can handle it. You don’t think we fit well
enough. That’s okay.’
It
wouldn’t matter that it was the fourth guy in three years who would
duck out before the three-month mark had passed. Grace would get over
it; she would drink and message-Joan her way through it, like she had
the previous three. The world wouldn’t end, even if it felt like it
might for a while.
Gavin
gave her a pained smile. ‘You’re kind, Grace,’ he said. ‘And
there’s a lot to like about you. I mean it. It’s just … there
are a couple of things.’
Which
I don’t need to hear.
‘Like
what?’
Gavin
grimaced again and Grace hoped he would save her the humiliation of a
list. But when he cleared his throat, she knew it was coming. Perhaps
that was why he had worn his running gear: so he could get away.
‘You
get up too late,’ he said. ‘I mean, you’re not going to get
anywhere in life getting up at seven, are you? The day’s half done.
And you have no ambition. You’re what, thirty-five and you work in
a café.’
‘I’m
twenty-eight.’
Gavin
sighed. ‘Well, you look thirty-five. Okay, maybe that’s harsh.
Thirty-two at least. It must be the way you do your hair. I mean,
can’t you go somewhere a little more upmarket?’
Instead
of ripping off one of her shoes and hitting him around the head with
it, Grace just felt an easy sense of resignation. Best to let him
have his moment and be done with it.
‘I
have a mortgage to pay,’ she said. ‘I don’t live with my
parents, Gavin.’
He
scowled. ‘That was cheap. It’s temporary.’
‘You’re
calling me cheap?’
He
obviously misunderstood. ‘Look, I appreciate that you always
contribute to dinner when we go out, picking up the odd.’
‘I
always pay half! It’s you who “picks up the odd”.’
Gavin
ignored her. ‘It’s very modern of you. But your money doesn’t
impress me.’
Grace
sighed. ‘You’d have low standards if it did.’
‘I’m
just not a materialistic guy.’
Grace
could have picked five labels off his current attire which suggested
otherwise, but she was too tired to prolong this torture any longer
than necessary.
‘Goodbye,
Gavin. It was nice, for a while.’
She
started to turn away, but he danced around her like some kind of
exercise fairy, doing little sidesteps, puffing out his breath in
short, sharp gasps.
It
gave me night terrors. I thought I’d got over my childhood traumas,
but since I met you, the nightmares I’ve had … they’ve been
strong. I’ll say that. Strong.’
‘I’m
sorry that your childhood sucked.’
Gavin
shook his head. ‘I opened the car door and fell out on my parents’
drive when I was just five years old,’ he said. ‘A lorry was
passing on the other side of the street, and the sound left me crying
for a week. So my mother said. And your snoring brought that sound
back. I’m going to a therapist tomorrow. I don’t like to say
this, but I think you could have ruined my life.’
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CP Ward is an author from the UK who currently lives and works in
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