Friday, 20 March 2020

New Release Spotlight and Author Guest Post: All the Beautiful Liars by Sylvia Petter



All the Beautiful Liars by Sylvia Petter

Dear Lynn,
I hope Ellesea won´t mind us having a chat on her blog. It´s about books and writing and how it´s never too late to publish.
It´s never too late – on publishing as an older writer
I never wanted to be a writer, I wanted to be a vet, but was lousy at maths, so did languages instead – French, German – and took off to see the world. It was halfway through an international telecoms policy career when MBAs were just taking off, that I decided to try out one module that happened to be Planning and Managing Change. I was in my early 40s. I would have finished the MBA online at 50 and would have had to retire at 60. I wanted something I could do for the rest of my life. Write. But I didn´t think I had the right to write, not having a clue about English literature. But since childhood I had been a voracious reader – Mum said I ate books – anything from horses to saints to spies and back. By this time, I was based in Geneva via Helsinki and Vienna and Brussels, was trilingual and had mislaid my mother tongue.
I joined the fledgling Geneva Writers’ Group whose leader, Susan Tiberghien, gave me the “right to write” in that she blew away all my hang-ups with free-writing exercises. Then I went online. This was in the pre-web days. No photos, no chatting, just stories and reading in a small group called Boot Camp run by what some called a madman, but was super teacher, Alex Keegan. More than 50 stories came from my three years there. Reading, reading, reading. Writing, writing, writing. Submitting, submitting, submitting. REJECTIONS. Rejections are so important. Alex would say they were like purple hearts.
I was in my early forties and hooked on writing. I attended international writing conferences and workshops, started a novel, won a mentorship in Australia, saved up for another in Canada. Learning, learning. The novel languished. Stories got published. A collection won a prize, which was publication. The novel kept knocking at my door. It ballooned to 110K, I cut it back, it went up, got cut back, in a sort of cantilevering as taught by Peter Carey on 20 pages of another novel through another paid mentorship. I had almost given up on the novel that now had become All the Beautiful Liars, but my Canadian mentor, Timothy Findley, had told me that it might take 20 years and he also had one like that in the works (Pilgrim).
I have a banner on my blog that really says it all: Touch just one person and it´s all been worthwhile.
I submitted the novel to the Yeovil Novel Prize in 2016 because the judge, Jason Goodwin, had written novels set in Turkey. A long shot, but maybe he would understand what I was trying to do. I think he did, and the novel placed third. But the rejections started all over again.
After having the novel looked at again by UK editor Zoe King and a couple of trusted beta readers in Vienna, I submitted the manuscript to Eye and Lightning Books in the UK. They had brought out the work of an Australian writer, Ryan O´Neill, whose work I loved, and I thought, wouldn´t it be great to be in the same stable? If they reject it, I´ll selfpublish.
When the email came, I was ready for another rejection.
All the Beautiful Liars will be launched on 16 March. I am 70 years old and still have lots in my archives to work on.
I hope there is something in my story that can inspire you to keep at it. It´s the best activity in the world and you can do it forever.

How true are the family histories that tell us who we are and where we come from? Who knows how much all the beautiful liars have embargoed or embellished the truth?

During a long flight from Europe to Sydney to bury her mother, Australian expat Katrina Klain reviews the fading narrative of her family and her long quest to understand her true origins. This has already taken her to Vienna, where she met her Uncle Harald who embezzled the Austrian government out of millions, as well as Carl Sokorny, the godson of one of Hitler's most notorious generals, and then on to Geneva and Berlin. Not only were her family caught up with the Nazis, they also turn out to have been involved with the Stasi in post-war East Germany.

It's a lot to come to terms with, but there are more revelations in store. After the funeral, she finds letters that reveal a dramatic twist which means her own identity must take a radical shift. Will these discoveries enable her to complete the puzzle of her family’s past?

Inspired by her own life story, Sylvia Petter’s enthralling fictional memoir set between the new world and the old is a powerful tale about making peace with the past and finding closure for the future.


For a limited time, All the Beautiful Liars will be available for only 99p.

Sylvia Petter was born in Vienna but grew up in Australia, which makes her Austr(al)ian.
She started writing fiction in 1993 and has published three story collections, The Past Present, Back Burning and Mercury Blobs. She has a PhD in Creative Writing from the University of New South Wales.
After living for 25 years in Switzerland, where she was a founding member of the Geneva Writers’ Group, she now lives in Vienna once more.




Social Media Links @EyeAndLightning @SylviaAPetter


Thursday, 19 March 2020

Book Spotlight with Extract: Surviving Me by Jo Johnson



Surviving Me by Jo Johnson

Deceit has a certain allure when your life doesn’t match up to the ideal of what it means to be a modern man.
Tom's lost his job and now he's been labelled 'spermless'. He doesn't exactly feel like a modern man, although his double life helps. Yet when his secret identity threatens to unravel, he starts to lose the plot and comes perilously close to the edge.
All the while Adam has his own duplicity, albeit for very different reasons, reasons which will blow the family's future out of the water.
If they can't be honest with themselves, and everyone else, then things are going to get a whole lot more complicated.
This book tackles hard issues such as male depression, dysfunctional families and degenerative diseases in an honest, life-affirming and often humorous way. It focuses particularly on the challenges of being male in today’s world and explores how our silence on these big issues can help push men to the brink.

Surviving Me by Jo. Johnson

This excerpt describes a conversation between Tom, my main character and a teenage girl in the cafe where he is hiding. He and his wife are desperately trying for a baby. So far, she has not conceived and he has convinced himself this due to his lack of masculinity, like everything else. Lydia ran out of the cafĂ© in floods of tears last time he spoke to her. Harry is Tom’s closest friend.

Remembering Harry’s raised eyebrows, I puzzle over what to say. I must look odd standing with my hands buried in my front pockets like an awkward adolescent about to ask a girl on a date. I pull out a chair a couple of seats from her.

She gives me an instant mega-wattage smile. ‘Sorry, it wasn’t personal.’
‘Didn’t think it was. I’m used to girls crying when I speak. So what’s up, kiddo?’ I ask, with what I hope is a cheeky, not creepy grin. Lydia withdraws her eyes and turns her attention back to doodling in her drawing book. Her hand tenses around the pen and her black scribbling becomes purposeful and dense. I can’t quite see what’s she’s working on.
‘I have to sort it out on my own. There’s nothing you can do,’ she says to her illustrations.
‘Maybe not, but I know from experience that a problem shared does make it feel lighter.’
‘I’ve told Dawn.’
‘Did that help?’
Lydia keeps her head down. Her pale skin is suddenly flushed. Am I being intrusive, unfair, bullying even?
‘No, not really. Now I feel ashamed when I see her as well as when I look in the mirror—’ and her words come in a rush. ‘I wish I hadn’t told her. Before I could pretend everything was okay when I was here – that I was a normal student, at college, using a coffee shop to do my coursework. Now she knows, it’s ruined here as well.’
‘I know what it feels like to pretend; it’s harder than it looks and soon it makes life even harder, whatever your secret.’

She looks up. Now it’s me feeling regret. What am I doing, hinting to young girls that I’m living a double life? How is that going to help her? I remember what Gemma said to Harry last time she visited. We were actually talking about how open his grandmother is with all her nursing home chums, but Gemma can twist any conversation around into a character assassination of me, and so she said, oh, he always puts his foot in it, our Tom; even as a child he told our private business to all and sundry. I can’t remember exactly what Harry said. I know his response would’ve been in my defence, but even so, now would have been a good time to keep quiet.

Lydia is silent. My feet are restless, desperate to do what they do when situations get too intimate. I push my palms firmly into the tops of my thighs, wiping off the moisture at the same time as steadying my legs. Harry would say, come on Tom, say what you feel without second guessing others.

‘You don’t have to tell me anything, but I promise you there is nothing you can say that would make me think less of you.’
‘I’m pregnant.’
My eyes flit unintentionally to her belly. I try to sound casual, as if I don’t feel sick. ‘I’m guessing not planned?’ My voice sounds prepubescent. I’m desperate to sound kind and supportive rather than judgemental, but my thoughts are racing. Why does it have to be that secret? Anything but that would’ve been okay. I’d predicted she’d run away from home, fallen out with a friend, a boyfriend, was in debt, had been shoplifting... but pregnant? She’s rake thin, for goodness’ sake.

Jo Johnson is a clinical psychologist specialising in neurological disorders and mind health. SURVIVING ME is her debut novel.

Follow this link to read the reviews on Surviving Me or to purchase the book on Amazon: amazon.co.uk/Surviving-Me-Jo-Johnson/dp/1789650615

I’m very excited that my debut novel ‘Surviving Me’ is due to be published on the 14 November. The novel is about male minds and what pushes a regular man to the edge. The novel combines all the themes I can write about with authenticity.
I qualified as a clinical psychologist in 1992 and initially worked with people with learning disabilities before moving into the field of neurology in 1996. I worked in the NHS until 2008 when i left to write and explore new projects.
I now work as an independent clinical psychologist in West Sussex.
Jo speaks and writes for several national neurology charities including Headway and the MS Trust. Client and family related publications include, “Talking to your kids about MS”, “My mum makes the best cakes” and “Shrinking the Smirch”. 
In the last few years Jo has been offering psychological intervention using the acceptance and commitment therapeutic model (ACT) which is the most up to date version of CBT. She is now using THE ACT model in a range of organisations such as the police to help employees protect their minds in order to avoid symptoms of stress and work related burnout.
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